We can not see the whole of our lives or how our lives may impact others. So when God says No, or Not Yet, we have to Trust that God knows more than we do. For God know not just what we want, but what we need. And He knows what we need today AND tomorrow. We can only see today.
And let’s face it, what we want is not always what we need!
So keep praying no matter what! God loves you and He will give you what you need ?