I remember that one of the things my Dad told me before He died was “Never stop talking to God”. He said that when things seem at their darkest, God can seem like the last one we want to talk too. For many reasons. Not the least of which is, we may not know what to say. For example, we may not be able to think of anything nice to say.
But that doesn’t matter. What matters is that God is a big God. We can say, shout, or cry anything. God can take it. He wants us to share all that we feel, no matter how hard or difficult. And if we have doubts, God wants us to share them too. God’s got us.
And it’s okay to collapse and just tell God we don’t have anything left. And if we feel broken, we just need to break with God. Because the only thing that really matters is that we never, ever loose touch with God. We need to, somehow, someway, keep that connection.
Because God loves us in a way beyond anything we can imagine and we never want to lose that love, no matter how difficult the times:)